User blog:Dreamforever362/I Over-reacted, and I'm Sorry. Worse is on the way, we need to be prepared...

As some of you know, I have not been on at all for 3 weeks. This is because I was abducted. I'm not sure who carried out the orders (the kept their faces hidden), but they did not think I would live long enough to tell who ordered it. It was Kroatos. They bragged to me as they -shudders-...did things to me. Horrible things. I do not beg often, but I beg you now, please, do not make me say what they did.

When I returned, I over-reacted over some of the things they had told me. After that, I can't bring myself to putting my whole trust into people I've never met, or was too young to remember, but I have enough faith to know that I was wrong to react in the way I did. For this, I would like to apologize to the following:

Anesta/Mom, Apollo, and Alexa:
I was wrong in my actions and my words. I was blaming you for something you (very likely) had no control over. You are not responsible for the things they did to me. There is no excuse for what I did, but I hope that, no matter how little I deserve it, you might one day forgive me.

Others:
I was giving many people the "cold shoulder" since I came back, and, I will admit, it was mostly out of fear. I escaped, for the time being, but they are still after me. I have to be careful with everything, and try to keep everyone I know safe at the same time. But that is no excuse. You were not responsible for what was done, and I was wrong to take my feelings out on you.

We Need To Get Ready
I did not see much during my captivity (I was in a cell for the majority of it) but what I did see has given me rightful cause to fear. Currently we are not in a state to take on a dozen monkeys, let alone what Kroatos had in that building alone. We MUST put aside our petty differences and work together for once if we should have any hope for survival. We cannot worry about ourselves, but rather the billions of people who don't even know what is going on. We are their only hope. For the sake of your friends, family, etc. As much as it might pain some of your pride, Gods and Demigods need to work together. Even should we manage this without issues, we may still loose, but as for the little bit I had seen, it is our only chance.

Please, weather you forgive me or not, for your survival, and the survival of everyone you know and love, we must at least try....